[ Luminair gives Syre a worried, concerned, little chirp. He nudges her hand chirping sadly as he somewhat feels her sadness and distress. ]
It. It is, yes. [ His own eyes burn a little at the remembrance of that night. Helios bites his lip and shakes his head. He lets out his own shaky sigh and is silent for several moments. The silence is deafening and he honestly wishes that it didn't come down to this. ]
It...took someone very dear and close to me, S-Syre. She. She and I were...were soulmates. And-and when she passed away I. I couldn't...I can't. Not anymore. Not...not ever again.
[ He stifles a small sob of his own because the admission still takes so much out of him, even now. Love was one of the most basic and needed emotions and he, he couldn't feel that way about anyone anymore. It hurt on such a fundamental level at times and it caused things like this to happen. It wasn't fair to her or to anyone else for that matter, especially not to himself. ] I-I'm sorry.
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It. It is, yes. [ His own eyes burn a little at the remembrance of that night. Helios bites his lip and shakes his head. He lets out his own shaky sigh and is silent for several moments. The silence is deafening and he honestly wishes that it didn't come down to this. ]
It...took someone very dear and close to me, S-Syre. She. She and I were...were soulmates. And-and when she passed away I. I couldn't...I can't. Not anymore. Not...not ever again.
[ He stifles a small sob of his own because the admission still takes so much out of him, even now. Love was one of the most basic and needed emotions and he, he couldn't feel that way about anyone anymore. It hurt on such a fundamental level at times and it caused things like this to happen. It wasn't fair to her or to anyone else for that matter, especially not to himself. ] I-I'm sorry.